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Form past to now
I make several things uploaded to Qzone. Because those things has been locked, it is also hard to access via mobile. I long for the oblivion of those words which seems like secrets, however I put them down headstrongly. Meanwhile, it contains the insufficient clues that I could leave the imagination for myself, nevertheless, it has lack the update for a season, autumn.
Fall witnesses the changes from heart, when it turns in winter, frost stop the connection between heart and hands by force. It is certainly frozen.
Okay, I create those excuses of no update, to be honest, I will forget what to do completely after I light up the computer when it occurs to my head that I want to record those fragment. Moreover, this is a kind of maze from desktop to console because it seems like someone put the journal server and the junk server together. Approximately, the valuation is short, somehow, excuse again.
Since the last year, April or May, I unzip the three-year-old skills from deep store. With serval ero-ideas, I make a mistake. In reality and self-control ability, it is ridiculous for me to deal with those weird things because the cuddle, the hand in hand, is far from myself. This is the reason why I need to leave some energy to naobu (Chinese-pinyin, imagine) marvelous scene to bring enough delight for live.
Absolutely, the same result shows again. It seems like my sensor of love has crashed. Fix it up, break it down, once and once again. My past will recall me at this time, rely on those words, or secrets I wrote down, and spice it up. The mixture strike me continually during the whole night. There is a proverb goes “It is impossible to discuss the life with someone never cries out in the mid-night.”, nonetheless, after the pain, I still sleep soundly in the rest of night. I shall choose a better afterlife, why not become plant? I will have the bright sunshine, lively rain but without emotion.
Of course it goes without any possibility, while the religion will show you with your preexistence and afterlife. Thus, do you believe or not? As for me, I have to say I am too sincere to believe so.
A few pasts make it hard to recall, no matter how many times that I removed by the feeling of like. My mind specifies the like and the love definitely. Love could be crazy like “Only you” in my eyes while Like is no more than watching movie or having café. Once break the baseline, people should be locked down by humiliation. Although it is people that decide where their baseline is, mine will be met by most people.
I am curious about how to make girlfriends or boyfriends, after investigating for a long time, I realized that some topic-keywords should be worth to discuss.
As for classmates, if so, they will not break the manacle named distance. Obviously, they can see each other day by day and get essential care like paper scrip, wink and so forth whenever the other wants. Therefore, desk-mates are the most unkind combination. I have interviewed those classmates, what will go on further? The answer is colorful, or he/she turns head other side pretending seeing the scenery. By the way, there is an animation named The Chain of Short Stories about Their Distance which is really to watch if they get together depending on the distance. Wish you have a good time.
Next one is interest, which is perfectly reasonable in my mind. ACG could be an example, whatever aspects you enjoy, you get the priority to open a topic and it is suitable that the talk can last for a lone time. The fashion trend is one of the instances as well. However, when it goes on, you will become gay or les little by little. The last one, sick. Those mates indulge in cosplay in real life with their spiritual changes. Including chu-ni (Japanese, especially refer to people who play an anime role in real life.), hiding themselves in play. Facing those couple, I have to say, please make the epitasis go on strictly, particularly for Korean soaps, show up all various elements for sure.
Come on, what is going on above? Is that the past? As for a single without any formal romantic contact, it is stupid enough to summary theirs. It is making me disgraced! Past covers the same theme, but it can be distinguished by color intensity. I drew lots about love in Qzone 2015 New Year activity. Somehow, in fact, the spring will appear unusually late in my 2015 because of hemisphere.